NOTE: JEAN CLAUDE IS STUPID

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NOTE: JEAN CLAUDE IS STUPID

March 30, 2008

I’m a mess. I am seeing some very stormy moments coming up for me. What makes it worse is that it’s my fault and I know it.

Never really one to go for direct attacks, I guess I’d rather let the talks begin by someone approaching me about what would be written here.

I am not enrolling for practicum. I am not eligible to take a practicum. I do not have enough units. I have lapsed 4s and Incompletes. I was not enrolled for the second semester of school year 07-08. I have made a mess of my academics and am now delayed by a year at least.

I’m not taking drugs, I’m not in bad company, and me being in the chorale has nothing to do with it. This was brought about by my stupid habit of procrastination. See me banging my head against a wall.

How did it happen?

Members of the Chorale can apply for a scholarship, as long as they have good, clean grades (meaning no 5s no 4s no Incompletes). By the time I could apply for the scholarship, I had an incomplete in Psych 10, "Journey to the Self", one of the easiest subjects I’ve taken. I didn’t take care of it right away so I wasn’t able to get the scholarship. I tried telling this to my aunt who sponsors me and my siblings’ education but I gave up trying to convince her that there wasn’t anything I could do. I just decided to take things into my own hands.

At that time, I was working as an all-around office boy at a recruitment agency. I was paid P18 an hour. I figured that if I save up my allowance and live off of my measly salary, I could pay for this semester. Not a bad plan actually but I ran into some problems regarding my tendency to sabotage myself.

1.) I did not apply for a student loan, making payment a hell of a process. I didn’t even try to see if one of my professors could vouch for me.

2.) I was too proud/ashamed to ask my friends for help.

3.) I don’t trust my family too much to let them in on this.

4.) I didn’t act on this fast enough.

5.) I practically ditched my job because of my crappy work habits.

So, I know, I’m an idiot right? I don’t know if any of my family or anyone who knows my family reads this blog, but I think it would be better if I let this out right now.

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